Nervous

The train will depart at 3:26 p.m.

And I'm nervous.

I thought I was nervous because the first time I was riding a train between provinces after the last many years ago. I thought I was nervous because I would attend a community friend's old meeting reunion. I thought I was nervous about leaving college and not taking the psychoanalysis class that I was very curious about.

I thought I didn't want to tell where I was, only one time I felt wan to tell about where I was through my social media. Until the first morning I arrived, my phone ringing, "Where are you? Are you in Bogor? "

The answer to all my nervous that I feel might be;

Because I am so sensitive to Bogor.

//Yogyakarta, November 2018//